Sunday, April 12, 2009

I Wish I Was A Fly..

Just for one day out of my years of existance, I wish I was a tiny, smart, strong fly, so I could buzz over the twinkling lights of the country, past the zipping cars on the streets, through the narrow streets, and finally land at your doorstep.
I wish I could fly into your house; through an open window, an open door, or even through a keyhole large enough to squeeze me through.
I wish I could see the inside; see how colorful or drab, how luminous or dim, how animated or dull, how neat or messy, how funny or sad life is for you on the inside.
I promise, I won't be a pesky fly. I won't bother you while you're eating or sleeping or studying, or even when you watch TV. I just want to watch.
I want to watch you eat and drink and smile. I want to smell what you're eating and silently pray to God that you enjoy every single bite from the first to the last, and every sip from the brim of the glass to it's bottom.
I want to see and hear your laugh while you're watching TV or talking with your family. I want to watch what you are watching and absorb the bubbling laughter and silly snorts that escape your lips everytime something makes you smile.
I want to sit on the headboard of your bed and watch over you while you sleep. I want to make sure that the covers are tucked tightly around your strong arms and that the pillow beneath your breathtakingly angelic face is fluffed to your liking. I also want to hear you recite your mu3awethat, followed by your soft yet heavy breathing.
I want to see you first thing in the morning and the last thing at night.
I want to listen to what your parents tell you, or what you tell them. I promise, I won't intervene or sting them when they say anything to hurt or bother you; I just want to listen.
I want to perch myself in the strap of your gym bag and be with you when you go to work out. I want to tuck myself in between the criss-crossed safety of your shoelaces so that I can be with you from start to finish, to make sure you don't get hurt and to make sure that you drink plenty of water. I don't care if it gets too hot or too stuffy or too smelly; I just want to be with you.
I want to ride with you in your car and listen to your favorite songs, and listen to your sweet voice singing them. I want to follow you into your diwaniya to hear what you and your guy friends talk about, and to make sure if you've had your dinner or not. I promise, I won't annoy you - you won't even know I'm there.
I just want to see, hear, smell, and touch you, and absorb everything that goes on around you.
Because maybe then I'll understand.
And maybe you'll understand how much I love you.
I wish I was a fly, just for one day.

50 comments:

TT said...

Beautiful
-TT

ĐǻñĎõøðñ said...

that was beautiful ;**

moi said...

it would be more beautiful if it was om 3ali (lady bug) instead of a fly;p, ya36eech el3afia;**

Change said...

you leave me with no words.. your amazing.. ;)

Um Mit3ib said...

ya 7asrity gomt atshawag aseer thibanaaa ba3aD?

theek elyom kharabtay fikrity 3an el manga wal7en ba7sed elthiban ?


dinya waskha:P

RainDrop said...

u made me live in a dream.. a dream of love from one side.. hehe thank you though for a few peaceful moments, dreamy ones!!

keep em coming!

Gutter Flower said...

that was beyond amazing.. it just.. uhh.. now i want to be a fly though i hate it and think it's annoying.. bs walla.. i love ;*

Anonymous said...

amazing

Anonymous said...

MASHALLAH 3ALAICH!!! UR AMAZING!! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK:D

Anonymous said...

ilmafrooth Im the real TT bas apparently its taken lol

back to post, *sigh*

tazi

Anonymous said...

wanaaaaaasaaa!

Queen Bee said...

Amazing, you left me speachless accept me thinking all the way reading the post that I wish being a fly one day.

Fayoona said...

WOW!---- no wait-- WOOOOOOOOOOOWW!!
UR AMAZING
3JEEEEEEEEEEBBBBAAA!!!!

i have this big smile on my face now because its funny how you actually made me feel like aby akoon '9bana-- wwaaaii33!!! bes widee. lol ;p

luv ya! *check ur email*

ilb said...

OMG.. I LOVED LOVED LOVED LOVEEEEDDDDDDD IT.. 3ADE GARAITA 10 TIMES..
LA OO AWAL MA GARAITA I WAS SOO @@ OO I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASSS.. MU BAS KINT I WAS GNA GET KICKED OUT :p 3ALLA THE FACES I WAS MAKING :p!!

AMAZING.. KEEP UP THE GD WORK!!

Cooookies said...

a fly ? *sigh* ok a fly ?!! OK OK that was too good to say no :P

Jewaira said...

Heheh
you could've said ladybird
instead of fly ;-)

Very sweet.

Anonymous said...

I LOVE YOU ! YOU'RE AMAZING :)

*R said...

i wana be a fly for one day :(

La6foo said...

Walla inni 7aasa feech ya Drama!!

Anonymous said...

Plz post YOTL mn zeman 3anna wer starting to forget:( we miss it!! Mta nawya?

Anonymous said...

Plz post YOTL mn zeman 3anna wer starting to forget:( we miss it!! Mta nawya?

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Rimz said...

Ur amazing tadren ?

M76;** said...

YALLA 3AD POST ABII AKAMIL IL 8E9A 3ASHANII ADRIII INA YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LIFE AND SO..
BASS SKILLLA YOUR WRITERS IT5ALLLOONA HANNGING FOR A CLIFF""aS IN CLIFF HANGERS"""!
3ASHAN ONE OF YOUR YOUR CRAZY ADDICTED FAN"ME" POST ASAP!
PLEASE!!!
I NEED A HAPPY ENDING IB MOO5III 8ABEL IL FINALLLS MA3A 7ABAYEB IL GALB MRS.JOAN OO MR.RICHARD!!(WAII3)
BY THE WAY YOUR ENGLISH 7ADA STRONG MASSHALLA!

ஜMisSღDxBஜ said...

That was really nice...

~LoveStruck Blat::: said...

with all the hate that i have for those creatures, you portrayed them in a way i couldn't help but feel just a TINY WINY bit of appreciation towards them..
great post <3

Missy said...

DRAMA :( we misss u!

Anonymous said...

Hi drama...
....hope your ok......
Married Anonymous

Anonymous said...

I read something like that in a book called: Fly on the Wall.

Do you know it?

Anonymous said...

hey there, u ok??

Anonymous said...

Hey:*,
Shfeech? Why did u stop writting?
WE MISS YOU!
*COME BACK*

Urs: Batameme.

Anonymous said...

really long time !! We missed ya =)

Anonymous said...

your posts are amazing please post more often

Anonymous said...

DRAMA! YALA WERE WAITING FOR U!
PLSSSSS post part 34 yalaaaa it took u 2 months! were waiting pleaase!

thobana_maznoo6a said...

WOOOOW,, ee walla i wish i was a fly ;p

Anonymous said...

waaynch I MISS U ! ive always been a silent reader bs khalas i cant take it anymore waaaynch fagdetch!!

Anonymous said...

waaynch I MISS U ! ive always been a silent reader bs khalas i cant take it anymore waaaynch fagdetch!!

S;* said...

Hello;* i've been a silent reader for a LOOOOOONG time;p but i LOVE your story alot, min 9ij its the best story i ever read wala min
9ij its the best, no one writes like you. You write alot of details and things that make you feel that you realy are in the story. Anywayz i ADORE your blog
7aaaaail w you have'nt posted in a VERY long time. Whats wrong? Are you okay? If you are then PLEEEEEASE post a post for us, people who adore your blog. W tara everyone loves ur blog oo REALY miss you sotry alot ;( or atleast reply to our comments;(
Luve You 7aaaaaaaail ;**

Anonymous said...

Update, please?

Anonymous said...

YOU ABANDONED US!!!!!!!

xo

Rawan said...

i hope you post soon

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and please post soon :)
Thanx ;*

Wααy .. Ay-Ay said...

Are You Ever Gona Post Again?;(

7aneen said...

a77.. I wanna be a fly, too..

Just Another Blogger said...

wow never knew the depth of being a fly ;p

very nicely put i like!

Anonymous said...

its september!!
i hope ur ok!!
pls post as soon as ur free
thanx;**
ur awesome!!

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Even Sweeter said...

Esht'anaaalek ;**

A said...

where r u?
9ej 9ej u abandoned us...bas most importantly i hope ur ok ;**

SymphonicEclipse said...

Incredible.